I should be holding a newborn now,
I should be sleep deprived now,
I should be watching Bailey and Sophie fall in love with their new sibling now,
I should be, but I am not.
Sometimes, even now it is hard for me to believe,
Sometimes, I want to try for another baby,
Sometimes, I don't know if I could handle it if something went wrong again,
I should be stronger, but I am not.
3 comments:
oh my. there are just no words, are there? i was just thinking about this - only it would be 8 months from now... thank you for sharing this - for writing it - for being real. it speaks to my heart...
love and hugs.
I'm so sorry. There just aren't good enough words...
You were sweet to stop by my blog - thank you. Know that others are thinking of you and wishing that it didn't have to be this way. Big hugs from afar.
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