Tuesday, November 24, 2009

In Pieces Part Three

I should be holding a newborn now,
I should be sleep deprived now,
I should be watching Bailey and Sophie fall in love with their new sibling now,
I should be, but I am not.

Sometimes, even now it is hard for me to believe,
Sometimes, I want to try for another baby,
Sometimes, I don't know if I could handle it if something went wrong again,
I should be stronger, but I am not.

3 comments:

Debbie said...

oh my. there are just no words, are there? i was just thinking about this - only it would be 8 months from now... thank you for sharing this - for writing it - for being real. it speaks to my heart...

illahee said...

love and hugs.

Coffeegrl said...

I'm so sorry. There just aren't good enough words...

You were sweet to stop by my blog - thank you. Know that others are thinking of you and wishing that it didn't have to be this way. Big hugs from afar.