I need to get this off my chest, out of my head, far, far away from me or it will burn a hole in the day that I had planned.
I feel:
stressed
sad
tired
sleepy
irritated
at the breaking point
a headache coming on
incompetent
used
like growling
a grouch
I wanna:
play paper airplanes with Bailey
make new Mom friends
teach Sophie to sit up
buy roses for my husband
smile at a stranger and watch them smile back
relax
take a bubble bath
be a better Mommy
Already the cloud has parted a little and there is a little sunshine. Sophie's still crying after forty straight minutes and Bailey still doesn't listen when I ask him to use a tissue instead of my pants, but it is manageable. Five minutes ago I wasn't so sure.
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